stella

hello, you're probably wondering what is this for when i said that i want to be friends first. i don't want to have an impulsive decision again, that's why i said no. also, the truth is i want to make an effort for you because i didn't had the chance to do when our first month came up because some issues happened. pardon me if this is not as creative as others since i'm still not used in navigating here. this is also my first time doing things like this, so spare me. hahaha.

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there's this thing that i said to myself. it's i won't go back to my exes since they are already a part of my past. my past two relationships was toxic and i am the only one fighting. that's why when i felt that the love and effort that i'm giving was reciprocated, i was stunned and amused by it. i've never felt that before, so i got scared. i got scared that it won't last. i was always in doubt. i may give good advices to my friends but i can't seem to apply it to myself, that's why i made an impulsive decision.